Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I wish I could serenade to you in a high-class restaurant in front of everyone. O: @ 9:49 PM
Hello world. (: I guess school is fine now. Though there's more responsibilities as each day passes, more roles to take on. But I can manage, I guess. Quizzes are coming up, projects are piling up. Hope my perfect student drive stays with me all the way! I want to be a really good student. But I don't want to seem like some anti-social person just mugging like crazy. I just want to do well, with a good GPA, get into a good restaurant to work. Just as simple as that. :D
Food for thought today: Is it good to take the initiative? Or is that a bad thing? Will people think that I want to gain attention? Will people think that I'm stuck-up cause I always want to be leader? Actually, I don't want to take up these responsibilities. There's just an instinct in my that makes me take the initiative to do things for people. The initiative to want to lead. The initiative to work the team. But what if people think this instinct of mine as a threat, or that I'm seeking attention? Or that I want to have power? I'm starting to worry. ): I have 3 leadership roles now. Class rep, and project leaders for 2 project. What are people thinking? Do they think my initiative of good or bad? I wonder...
Anyway, FYI, no matter what you think of me. I will continue to be that way. Because I live MY life as I want to. And not how you want me to live.
Labels: Baby; i can't wait to serenade to you.