Tuesday, October 20, 2009
@ 2:23 AM
Oh man, I can't sleep. Got SS consultation later too. At 10. Hope I can wake up. Its like 7.5 hours later and I'm not asleep. Tsk. Haven't yawned once. Must be cause slept at Za's house for so long. Okay, now is the study break. Last week was fine. Sunday had church anniversary. I didn't know service was at 5pm so me and belle went in the morning to find church closed. Then we went to Bedok interchange to have breakfast before heading over to Ion. Accompanied her till she started work then I headed home. Studied a little then got distracted by mummy cause she was talking to me. So in the end, I only did 2 constructions! Haha. Yesterday didn't study much either. Haha. Life is currently so BORING~ Lol. Science Practical is in 2 days time? Omg, nervous. Nvm, I believe God will guide me through the O level period as long as I pray. God will always stand by me no matter what cause He loves me! :D Later think I'll be studying with Za again. Hope this time will study longer. I hope I won't screw up my O levels. Really want to do well. Za's gonna work at Hsu's tuition place. I'm not joining them. It's good for Za cause it's kinda relevant to her future job. (: I have not enquired about my job yet. But most likely will work at some place that is relevant to my future job. Hope baby won't sad cause we don't have time for each other if we both work. But I'd rather she work and get experience than go out with me. At least she will have the chance to see how its like. :D Will miss her a lot if I don't see her but its worth it la. For her. :D
So many things going through my mind now. School, Studies, O levels, Love, God. I guess I really can't prioritize. The order should be God, Love, Studies, O levels, School. But now its Love, School, Studies, O levels, God. I can't believe I'm putting God as my last priority. I'm sorry Lord. Guess I've never been the perfect child of yours. Don't think I'll ever be with all the sins I've done. But, I really do love you Lord. I do.
Labels: From the things I've done; can't you tell I love you?