Sunday, September 27, 2009
Going to be brain dead soon. @ 8:21 PM
HELP! Omg, I am SO SO dead. O levels is in like 29 days and I have not even studied the WHOLE book for most of my subjects! WTF~ I'm seriously going to die in O levels. My brain went blank during Chemistry Mock. What if it happened during my O levels? Then what will I do? I think I might get so stressed up, I'll pull all my hair out! I really wish O levels will just disappear so I won't have to take it. I seriously don't want to study anymore? I can't even sit there for an hour just to do some revision or to read through a chapter. WHY!? All I want is the discipline to study and to focus for just 29 days! Can't i even do that?! 29 days and its the start of the O levels. After that I'll be free to do whatever I want. But i really can't study anymore. My brain will die, it'll get fried! I'm already losing my brain cells doing all those fucking mock exams. I want to run away from it, I just want to hide myself so I don't have to face O levels. I just can't do it alone.. I want to study but I can't. Somebody, please help? Labels: 29 more days; My life is ruined..